Charles John Evans Jr. is pretty much the best thing that has ever happened to me. He has stood by me through it all in the past fourteen months. I have never felt so loved and so protected before in my entire life. He has made me the happiest girl in the world. There are so many times when I feel as though I don't deserve him but I know that he is what I need. I just feel so giddy when I'm around him and the butterflies never stop. That's how love should feel. I'm so comfortable when I'm with him, I feel as though I can do or say anything. I love the fact that he gets along so well with my parents and that I get along with his family. I want him to meet the rest of my family soon, but I know that comes with time.
He has a daughter from a previous relationship, Hannah. She is absolutely BEAUTIFUL and I can't help but love her. I am afraid of getting too close though, because sometimes relationships aren't permanent. [[Although I hope ours is.]] Her mother and I see eye to eye on some things and not so much on others, but I will never step in and try to change anything. I am never gonna be her mother and I am completely okay with that. I am just letting Charles be her father and making sure that he is doing alright. But I love him and I love her and I only want what's best for her.
I am SO happy :) That's all there is to it.
Hannah, lounging in her carseat :)
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